Just a mini-sized post, very vague.
As only people who are close to me will understand.
Long story short, recently I received some bad news.
I had totally expected something to happen, and it did not happen.
I did everything right, and of course I prayed.
I maintained my hope and faith, when things got hard.
However… the time has come and I now know it will never happen.
I strongly believed God had something planned for me, but apparently, I was wrong.
Now I am left with so many questions, as to why it did not happen.
I have never been the one to question things like this.
But this time, it is very hard not to.